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Feb. 17th, 2010 | 05:21 pm
I had been thinking about this present for a long time. I think I thought about this present from the first time I really saw her. Not met her or saw her but the first time I really saw her if you know what I mean. There was a card attached.
Inside the card, I told Sam that the present I gave her was given to me by my Aunt Helen. It was an old 45 record that had the Beatles' song "Something." I used to listen to it all the time when I was little and thinking about grown-up things. I would go to my bedroom window and stare at my reflection in the glass and the trees behind it and just listen to the song for hours. I decided then that when I met someone I thought was as beautiful as the song, I should give it to that person. And I didn't mean beautiful on the outside. I meant beautiful in all ways. So, I was giving it to Sam.
Sam looked at me soft. And she hugged me. And I closed my eyes because I wanted to know nothing but her arms.
Inside the card, I told Sam that the present I gave her was given to me by my Aunt Helen. It was an old 45 record that had the Beatles' song "Something." I used to listen to it all the time when I was little and thinking about grown-up things. I would go to my bedroom window and stare at my reflection in the glass and the trees behind it and just listen to the song for hours. I decided then that when I met someone I thought was as beautiful as the song, I should give it to that person. And I didn't mean beautiful on the outside. I meant beautiful in all ways. So, I was giving it to Sam.
Sam looked at me soft. And she hugged me. And I closed my eyes because I wanted to know nothing but her arms.
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Sep. 24th, 2009 | 11:20 pm
mood: 
calm
You're always brilliant in the morning, smoking your ciggarettes and talking over coffee.
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Sep. 6th, 2009 | 07:56 pm
I used to know this girl who gave her love away to every guy she met with all the games they played. She never seemed to cry, she never got upset and one by one they came and one by one they left. I thought that I could fix her if she would let me in, but all of my advances were shut down in the end. When days turned into months I begged her to explain and this is what she sang. It's not like I'm a slut or that I really like to fuck I just want every boy I see to walk away with part of me until there's nothing left to hold, until there's nothing left to hate I appreciate your help but even you can't save me from myself.
I used to know this boy who took notes in a book but he ripped out all the pages before I got a look. At all the words he scribbled, at all the lines he filled but the ink stains on his fingers told me he was skilled, at capturing a feeling that most of us just miss the simple pain of living with goodbyes on our lips. I found one of the pages crumpled by her bed and this is how it read.. It's not like I am weak or that I don't know how to leave it's just that every time you cheat you bring me closer to defeat until there's nothing left to love until there's nothing left to say I know that you need help but even I can't save you from yourself.
I used to know this boy who took notes in a book but he ripped out all the pages before I got a look. At all the words he scribbled, at all the lines he filled but the ink stains on his fingers told me he was skilled, at capturing a feeling that most of us just miss the simple pain of living with goodbyes on our lips. I found one of the pages crumpled by her bed and this is how it read.. It's not like I am weak or that I don't know how to leave it's just that every time you cheat you bring me closer to defeat until there's nothing left to love until there's nothing left to say I know that you need help but even I can't save you from yourself.
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Aug. 7th, 2009 | 11:07 am
mood: calm
She gives and forgives and I keep forgetting it.
And each morning she wakes with a dream to describe something lovely that bloomed from her beautiful mind. I said "I'll trade you one for two nightmares of mine"
And each morning she wakes with a dream to describe something lovely that bloomed from her beautiful mind. I said "I'll trade you one for two nightmares of mine"
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Chapter 9
Apr. 30th, 2009 | 08:29 pm
since johnny had been having a fucking depression since mary left his life becuase he was being a sleaze ball Robert thought he would be a motherfuckinbrotha and help out a penguin in need.
"hey gurrrrl"
"wot. - depression face-" said johnny
"i fink its time you stop fucking trying to commit and come out with me" said robert
"go where -depressionface-"
"gurrrl where you think WERE GOING TO GO ON A BAND TOUR!!!!!!!"
"with what songs" depression face-
"we hav 1 song gurl, dw im gud singa" said robert in reply.
Now robert could easily have just sent that fuckwit off to therapy but nah robert was a luvin bro penguin and knew if you analysed anything to much nothing seemed to good.
so robert and johnny got on there mother fucker leahters and waddled down to the shop and got some motherfucking sick microphones.
"k gurl dis is break or make time" said Robert
and they walked around the streets of icetopia with their megaphones singing der lil song
"U TRY 2 B COOL U LOOK LYK A FOOLD 2 ME TELL MIIIIII !! Y U HAV 2 GO MAKE FINGS SO ***COMPLICATED**** DA WAY UR ACTIN LYK SOMETHING ELSE MAKE I SEE DA WAY UR ACTIN LYKK UR SOMON1 ELSE GETS MII FRUSTRATEDD *** HOESTLY PROMISE ME IM NEVA GONNA FIND U FAKIN*** U CUM OVAH UNNACOUNTED (addie) DREEZZZED UP LYK UR SUMTHIN ELSE (tight clothes) CHILL OUT WOT U YELLIN FOR? LAY BAK ITS ALL BEEN DUN BEFORE AND IF U CULD ONLLII LET IT B U WULD SEE SUMBODI WELSE""""" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
andeveryone thought they were really fucking amazing, becuse you know they had pretty good voices and i'm pretty sure they got a record deal.
"hey gurrrrl"
"wot. - depression face-" said johnny
"i fink its time you stop fucking trying to commit and come out with me" said robert
"go where -depressionface-"
"gurrrl where you think WERE GOING TO GO ON A BAND TOUR!!!!!!!"
"with what songs" depression face-
"we hav 1 song gurl, dw im gud singa" said robert in reply.
Now robert could easily have just sent that fuckwit off to therapy but nah robert was a luvin bro penguin and knew if you analysed anything to much nothing seemed to good.
so robert and johnny got on there mother fucker leahters and waddled down to the shop and got some motherfucking sick microphones.
"k gurl dis is break or make time" said Robert
and they walked around the streets of icetopia with their megaphones singing der lil song
"U TRY 2 B COOL U LOOK LYK A FOOLD 2 ME TELL MIIIIII !! Y U HAV 2 GO MAKE FINGS SO ***COMPLICATED**** DA WAY UR ACTIN LYK SOMETHING ELSE MAKE I SEE DA WAY UR ACTIN LYKK UR SOMON1 ELSE GETS MII FRUSTRATEDD *** HOESTLY PROMISE ME IM NEVA GONNA FIND U FAKIN*** U CUM OVAH UNNACOUNTED (addie) DREEZZZED UP LYK UR SUMTHIN ELSE (tight clothes) CHILL OUT WOT U YELLIN FOR? LAY BAK ITS ALL BEEN DUN BEFORE AND IF U CULD ONLLII LET IT B U WULD SEE SUMBODI WELSE""""" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
andeveryone thought they were really fucking amazing, becuse you know they had pretty good voices and i'm pretty sure they got a record deal.
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Johnny
Apr. 28th, 2009 | 11:10 pm
this is all that johnny does now mary is gone.
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Chapter 8
Apr. 28th, 2009 | 10:49 pm
location: icetopia
mood: lost
music: funeral - band of horses
Sorry this chapter has been abit delayed I havn't had much inspiration lateley
Now the whole time that Johnny and Mary were going together, Johnny was fucking movie stars behind her back. althought they wern't anything offical but maybe mary saw it that way and one day mary confronted Johnny about his illest hustler way.
"boi dont try to front I know just who you are" said mary
"wot bitch are you goin on about" said johnny
"u been fuckin movie stars like J LO"
"bitch we have fun dont we why do you have to go all serious on my ass"
"omfgz i totally thought u were diffeenrt i cant talk 2 u anymor"
"IM STILL JOHNNY FROM THE BLOCK!!!!!!!!"
"kbi"
so mary left that day and no one knew if she was ever going to return you didn't even see her hanging around icetopia after that so from then on Johnny pretty much just sat around the house being a fat ass penguin eating fucking shapes. he was DEPRESSED. he sat there wallowing in self pitty finally coming to some realisation to what mary MENT to him but he never saw it when she was here becuz he thought she wuld just hang around for a fuk.
After a while robert got sick of being around a depressed penguin taht smelt pretty fucking bad becuase johnny wasnt using the *shower* anymore so robert when to go hang out with his new friend jojo penguin. Jojo penguin was a wild and mysterious penguin and was abit into the hard drugs but after that one time robert never used crystal meth or anything of the sort, drugs wasn't his game he liked to have a sober mind incase he ever neeed to pull out his fkn gun and pop some cunt. but since jojo penguin was so fucking wasted on drugs all the time he figured it was time to DITCH THIS BITCH as well. so robert just fucking left her pingin off her head to go find hamburger.
Hamburger and robert had been going on many a bikerides together but robert was geting fucking sick of that shit so they went and decided to do some mother fucking puzzles of the effile tower. Robert was feelin a real connection
Now the whole time that Johnny and Mary were going together, Johnny was fucking movie stars behind her back. althought they wern't anything offical but maybe mary saw it that way and one day mary confronted Johnny about his illest hustler way.
"boi dont try to front I know just who you are" said mary
"wot bitch are you goin on about" said johnny
"u been fuckin movie stars like J LO"
"bitch we have fun dont we why do you have to go all serious on my ass"
"omfgz i totally thought u were diffeenrt i cant talk 2 u anymor"
"IM STILL JOHNNY FROM THE BLOCK!!!!!!!!"
"kbi"
so mary left that day and no one knew if she was ever going to return you didn't even see her hanging around icetopia after that so from then on Johnny pretty much just sat around the house being a fat ass penguin eating fucking shapes. he was DEPRESSED. he sat there wallowing in self pitty finally coming to some realisation to what mary MENT to him but he never saw it when she was here becuz he thought she wuld just hang around for a fuk.
After a while robert got sick of being around a depressed penguin taht smelt pretty fucking bad becuase johnny wasnt using the *shower* anymore so robert when to go hang out with his new friend jojo penguin. Jojo penguin was a wild and mysterious penguin and was abit into the hard drugs but after that one time robert never used crystal meth or anything of the sort, drugs wasn't his game he liked to have a sober mind incase he ever neeed to pull out his fkn gun and pop some cunt. but since jojo penguin was so fucking wasted on drugs all the time he figured it was time to DITCH THIS BITCH as well. so robert just fucking left her pingin off her head to go find hamburger.
Hamburger and robert had been going on many a bikerides together but robert was geting fucking sick of that shit so they went and decided to do some mother fucking puzzles of the effile tower. Robert was feelin a real connection
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Chapter 7
Apr. 22nd, 2009 | 05:35 pm
Robert decided to stary from the mafia life for a bit he was getting bored with making hits as it is his club Sickest Hustler was brining in enough money. So one day robert was hanging around in the iglu and Johnny came out looking pretty fucking exhausted from all his penguin sex.
"i'm just coming up for some air and to get sum water"- Johnny
"O_O" - Robert
and then from Johnnys room Robert heard a firmlia voice calling out for him to hurry up because shes feelin sexual urges again. So Johnny quickly finished his glass of water and waddled back into the bedroom. Feeling a little freaked out and tired of hearing constant moaning sounds he decided to go on a lil adventure.
So robert waddled out of the iglue on his way to get the paper and he saw this very large thing lurking around in the ice bushes. now this thing had been there for days everytime you looked out the window.
"addie, dat u gurl?" said robert
"ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm" Said addie"
feeling a little desperate for some companionship Robert offered to take addie to macdonalds, he figured she needed to the the FUCK off their front lawn. How odd she had been there ever since mary had arrived. So they both went to macdonalds and addie payed becuase she got a discount there becuase she was a regular customer. While they were eating there meals (addie got 2 meals) robert saw a face from across the "resturant" it was a really fkn hot penguin, it was JOJO PENGUIN
So robert told addie he was just going to the toliet gurl and never came back. As he was exiting macdonalds he saw jojo penguin sitting on the outside seats so he did this ";)" and she was like fucking amazed with how fucking hot he was. So as he was about to get on his penguin bike and ditch addie for once and all she jumped out from behind and was like heeeeey. wanna try something with me and pulled out a see-through bag with a white sustance. so robert was like meh cool jump on gurl.
Robert and Jojo penguin peddled all the way to roberts iglue.
"OI FAGGOTS CUM OUT THE BED ROOM" yelled robert when they arrived in the lounge room
"wot" said Johnny
"shes packed and holding, I'm smiling, she's living"
They all sat around and the sky was golden, the sky was rose and they were taking sips of it through their nose. They knew it would lift you up until you break And they choped another line.
"i'm just coming up for some air and to get sum water"- Johnny
"O_O" - Robert
and then from Johnnys room Robert heard a firmlia voice calling out for him to hurry up because shes feelin sexual urges again. So Johnny quickly finished his glass of water and waddled back into the bedroom. Feeling a little freaked out and tired of hearing constant moaning sounds he decided to go on a lil adventure.
So robert waddled out of the iglue on his way to get the paper and he saw this very large thing lurking around in the ice bushes. now this thing had been there for days everytime you looked out the window.
"addie, dat u gurl?" said robert
"ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm" Said addie"
feeling a little desperate for some companionship Robert offered to take addie to macdonalds, he figured she needed to the the FUCK off their front lawn. How odd she had been there ever since mary had arrived. So they both went to macdonalds and addie payed becuase she got a discount there becuase she was a regular customer. While they were eating there meals (addie got 2 meals) robert saw a face from across the "resturant" it was a really fkn hot penguin, it was JOJO PENGUIN
So robert told addie he was just going to the toliet gurl and never came back. As he was exiting macdonalds he saw jojo penguin sitting on the outside seats so he did this ";)" and she was like fucking amazed with how fucking hot he was. So as he was about to get on his penguin bike and ditch addie for once and all she jumped out from behind and was like heeeeey. wanna try something with me and pulled out a see-through bag with a white sustance. so robert was like meh cool jump on gurl.
Robert and Jojo penguin peddled all the way to roberts iglue.
"OI FAGGOTS CUM OUT THE BED ROOM" yelled robert when they arrived in the lounge room
"wot" said Johnny
"shes packed and holding, I'm smiling, she's living"
They all sat around and the sky was golden, the sky was rose and they were taking sips of it through their nose. They knew it would lift you up until you break And they choped another line.
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Chapter 6
Apr. 20th, 2009 | 11:17 pm
Most penguins often wondered how robert had so much money they just thought it was becuase he was soo good lookin, he was often refered to as the richest illest gangster on the island but what Robert like to keep private that he was rreally a hit penguin. and one day robert was summoned by the penguin mafia they meet up in a public spot, the icetopia city bar.
The made man came over and sat next to robert in their own private booth and he said someone is causing problems from us, they have to go. Robert didn't like to ask questions the only part that was his business was getting rid of the mark.
"they need to suffer" said the made man
"kkz" said robert
and he left the bar with infomation he had on the mark.
the next day, robert got up an put his little suit on, strap him self with his sickest guns and got in his penguiin bike. he pushed his lil penguiin body over to the bad side of town, the mark seem to like to hang out arund the dump. the codependancy rebound dump.
now this wouldn't be a hard job since no one seemed to care about this certain penguin, the police wouldnt give a fuck.
Robert waddled over to the thing sittin in the gutter rollin a ciggie.
"you've made a mistake" said robert
"UMMM WOT NOOB?!?!?!?" said laqueta
"i dont who the fuck you think you're talking to but i'm not him iight? so you better watch that the fuck you do" said Robert
" UMMM LYKKKK ***HEAPPS*** FUKIN MATURE N SHIT" said laquefa
" i dun no whatever it is you puffin on that got you think that you superman but I got the fucing Kryptonite bitch" said robert
then he pulled out a fucking baseball bat and start hacking at this fucking bitches legs, she was screamin out IM 18!!! BUT Im 18 !!!!! and he waslike fucking scream all you want bitch you've sealed your fate. you don't fuck with a made man. after Robert had pretty much fucked the bitches legs up she was bleedin and all fucked up n shit he pulled out a fuckin knife and started slicing the bitch. pulled her back by her hair an then slit her throat. left her lyin there.
no questions were asked to robert.
no connections could be made to him and crime.
he walked home and had some bbq shapes.
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chapter 5
Apr. 19th, 2009 | 07:05 pm
CONTINUED..........
So after a while of you know having a connection about shit between Johnny and Mary they decided it was gettin pretty dark in Icetopia so they would go chill inside an iglue.
"oh mi god im lyk totallyyy scared of the darK" said mary
"gurl stick wif me I can protect you im the illest" said Johnny
"can you take me to your iglue ;)" said mary
"gurl lets go" said Johnny
so Johnny and Mary left the coast together doing a walk hug thing you know and waddled all the way back to Johnnys lil iglue. It was lucky that robert wasn't home he was kicking it at Sickest Hustler across town becuase there was some SERIOUS sexual tension going on between mary and johnny. at firrst you know they were just holdin flippers talking innocently to each other and then mary got this look in her eye it was like a desperate want came over he and she was suddently feeling really turned on by Johnny.
Johnny got off the couch kicked the table out of the way grabed mary and threw her agaisnt the wall and they had a seriously intense making out session and then mary grabbed johnnys shirt and threw it off onto the ground and then they stumbled to bed/making out/hitting stuff/taking each others penguin clothes off. alllllll the way to Johnnys room ;)
when it hit midnight robert stumbled in drunk planning to have some intense msn talks with a few of his peeps but he was inturupted when he heard loud constant moanings coming from johnnys area of the iglu and he thought for a second..... WHY ? becuase you know johnny hasn't been getting ANY action for YEARS now and it would just be outof the question that JOHNNY would have a GIRL in the iglu becuase you know.... just wasn't a ladies man...
so robert stumbled in drunk to find TWO PENGUINS GOING AT IT!!!!! so he ran out of the iglu and kept running and running until he hit the coast of the north pole and jumped in then kept swimming and swimmming until he hit Australia then the thought you know,, might go get some maccas.
So after a while of you know having a connection about shit between Johnny and Mary they decided it was gettin pretty dark in Icetopia so they would go chill inside an iglue.
"oh mi god im lyk totallyyy scared of the darK" said mary
"gurl stick wif me I can protect you im the illest" said Johnny
"can you take me to your iglue ;)" said mary
"gurl lets go" said Johnny
so Johnny and Mary left the coast together doing a walk hug thing you know and waddled all the way back to Johnnys lil iglue. It was lucky that robert wasn't home he was kicking it at Sickest Hustler across town becuase there was some SERIOUS sexual tension going on between mary and johnny. at firrst you know they were just holdin flippers talking innocently to each other and then mary got this look in her eye it was like a desperate want came over he and she was suddently feeling really turned on by Johnny.
Johnny got off the couch kicked the table out of the way grabed mary and threw her agaisnt the wall and they had a seriously intense making out session and then mary grabbed johnnys shirt and threw it off onto the ground and then they stumbled to bed/making out/hitting stuff/taking each others penguin clothes off. alllllll the way to Johnnys room ;)
when it hit midnight robert stumbled in drunk planning to have some intense msn talks with a few of his peeps but he was inturupted when he heard loud constant moanings coming from johnnys area of the iglu and he thought for a second..... WHY ? becuase you know johnny hasn't been getting ANY action for YEARS now and it would just be outof the question that JOHNNY would have a GIRL in the iglu becuase you know.... just wasn't a ladies man...
so robert stumbled in drunk to find TWO PENGUINS GOING AT IT!!!!! so he ran out of the iglu and kept running and running until he hit the coast of the north pole and jumped in then kept swimming and swimmming until he hit Australia then the thought you know,, might go get some maccas.
